and soon the time would come

Walk Away - High School Musical 3


I guess I should've known better
to believe that my luck could change
(luck could change) ooo
I let my heart and forever
Finally learn each others names
(each others name)
I tell myself this time
it's different
no goodbyes cuz I
can't bear to say it
I'll never survive
the one that's coming
if I stay, oh no

[Chorus:]
Just walk away ooh
and don't look back
cause if my heart breaks it's gonna
hurt so bad
you know I'm strong
but I can't take that
before it's too late
ooh just walk away

walk, walk, walk away,
ooh just walk away
walk, walk, walk away

I really wish I could blame you
But I know that it's no ones fault
(no one) no no no no ooh

A Cinderella with no shoe
and a prince that doesn't know he's lost
(know he's lost)
This emptiness feels so familiar
Each goodbye with just the same old song
But this time I will not surrender
Cause I'm gone
Oooh yeah!

[Chorus:]
Just walk away ooh
and don't look back
cause if my heart breaks it's gonna
hurt so bad
you know I'm strong
but I can't take that
before it's too late
ooh just walk away

walk, walk, walk away,
ooh just walk away
walk, walk, walk away
(whoooa)
just walk away

I've got to let it go
(ooh)
start protecting
my heart and soul
Cause I don't think I'll survive
A goodbye again
Not again!

[Chorus:]
Just walk away ooh
and don't look back
cause if my heart breaks it's gonna
hurt so bad
you know I'm strong
but I can't take that
before it's too late
(oooh before it's too late)
ooh just walk away

Walk Walk walk away
Oooh just walk away
walk walk walk away
walk away walk away
oooooh yeahhh

Soon, we shall all take different paths and have very different lives that would seperate us no matter how hard we try. I shall miss the good and the bad times we had together. I will miss you so.

and another year goes by

2008.

The one year in my life that as much as all the old things in my life has stayed,
it has been the most life altering/developing/learning year i think i have possibly developed in my entire 21 years.

I spend 2008 new years working. In the Swiss alps. In not the best experience ever i would say.
The internship that questioned my personal capabilities, my life choice, my mentality, my career choice and the internship that has made me cried in silent and to my parents so many times.

The Swiss Alps

but just as much, it taught me to be faster with my work, more responsibility, to keep it cool and the most.. is to have confidence in my own capabilities. and in the midst of darkness there r always kind souls that would look up at you and recognise what you can do. For this, Thank you Chef Eric. You rock and also gave me a reason to keep fighting.


As one part of internship ends, another begins and my life in Spain begins on the 2nd of April 2008 for another three months internship. I braved a foreign unknown country I have never visited, know nothing about the language and know nobody.

Paella is yummy!

But i learn. I made it feel like home. Shone and did well in my job. Met nice people. Learn some spanish. and daddy visited me. And it makes me happy to see my daddy proud of me, proud of the person I have become. Because he sees that I've grown up.

But I think the most comforting thing is that he could see,
I am not afraid to be alone anymore. Learning to love only your own company is not something anyone can just learn.

Not like my own definition of who I was before. I told mummy i'm like a fried tofu.
Hard on the Outside! soft on the inside.

tofu

Its not a road that everyone wants to walk down or have the chance or a road that can be handled by all. But the results at the end of it, its fulfilling.

I've learned how to travel on my own. And not be afraid. Of course its different but its more carefree all the same.

I explored Madrid all on my own. I lived there for three months. I took my time. And brought my daddy around too after.

Ventas, the bullfighting ring

Trying to look like a matador

Palacio de Madrid

On a random four days off I decided to hit Barcelona. Bought an airticket. My first trip on my own for real. I did my research and I covered Barcelona pretty well if I would say so!

Font de Montjuic

La Rambla

Sagrada Familia

In 2008 I also hit London, Dublin and Rome.

Not that many but still quite a number. =D

London all on my own, I met up w Jessie in Dublin and Rome was with a bunch of uni frens.

Bottomline. AWESOME.


I covered almost all the hot tourist spots in London in 2 days. And even managed time for shopping.

The Big Ben

Buckingham Palace

The Best musical ever. Avenue Q.

I'm going to Hogwarts!

and Dublin City. I wished I could have seen more of the Ireland that Ireland has to offer.

Trinity College

What you must not miss in Ireland

And the other irish famous thing!

and to Rome! Italy, the country I've always wanted to visit.. It was a fun trip but its sad to say Rome was not as fantastic as I expected. Nevertheless, I somehow became a tour guide, managed to get all my friends to cover many spots in Rome. We just spend abit too much on the food. -.-"

The colosseum

The famous Trevi Fountain

The Vatican City

and the attempt to meet the pope

I made plenty of new friends this semester which made it so different from the previous one. This was so much more enjoyable.

Friends

I learned to be more carefree. Loving. expressive. Independent.



and I finally came back home to Malaysia after 1 year and 4 months.

Thats where my country is!

See my family again. ♥


Of course 2008 wasn't all the cherry and lovely.

I had my heartbreaks.



Cried so many times on my own.

Kept trying to salvage relationships that has a blurred future.

Having to have not one but two "open relationships" was apparently the situation I have put myself in.

And when it hurts so bad to hear that you are currently perhaps in the situation that seems like you are goin to see someone (i'm not tryin to make it complicated that was kinda how he seems to hv told me). But i'm happy that we got over that part. But sad that fate has been very unfair to us. constantly. =( I don't think I've to tell you, but u know it yourself that u are so very dear to me. For you, I still have yet to find the strength to give up that hope. Not just yet.

But as the year draws close,

I've decided that one of the two of you has been my biggest dissapointment yet. I don't need any words from you. Your actions are clear enough. I've had enough for real. This time is goodbye. And anyway after this I do not know when I will ever be back again to Malaysia. So much for your words of missing me and I'm back for short 6 weeks so far I've meet you only 3 times. But I'm not going to feel sorry that I've wasted time because just like a line i've read before,

"time we enjoy wasting is not wasted"

Well not everything was all that enjoyable but we have apparently felt like we had good memories together. There was the past but now its time to move on.

I guess now i'm down to one. Easier to think.

2008 changed my life. It started with a heartbreaking time. And boy, does it end on the same note. Only for different reasons.

Welcome 2009. It would be I can see another challenging year.

2009. the year of..

Graduation.

Out into the working world.

Watch out 2009!!

Happy new year everyone!

"the distance does not make much difference"

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6 odd minutes away,
6 odd hours away,
6000 odd miles away,
does not seem to make much difference.

You are still so far away from me.

I've to stop waiting for those who aren't waiting. Stop trying so hard for those who doesn't seem to really care. And stop believing in empty promises that are given out so easily and forgotten.

I don't want to be needing you anymore.

I need change.

"With all these technologies writing will soon be an art"

exams are finally over and i'm finally finally back home in my beloved country, Malaysia!!

"No wonder the fridge doesn't feel cold, its less than 0°c outside"

winter in Swiss is already here.... everything is frozen.. and so is my heart..

Why you need an iPhone

I think every student at least say this line to themselves once a day. Or at least if you are a student like me...

Omg wat is this guy/gal talking about? i've absolutely no clue.. SO BORING..!!!

I wish i could be online/chatting/watchin telly/eating/sleeping...

Now have no fear with iPhone...

you can have entertainment in class w/o the lecturer noticing..

First,

sit on a table with covered front.. so lecturer can't see under the table..

Put notes angled (towards left or right)

Hold pen diligently like you are going to take notes anything.

Sit at an angle following yr notebook.

Place iPhone on lap.

Play video on iPhone (pls no volume unless u hv very long hair hide earphones behind u)

Now position like u r reading yr notes and enjoy videos in class while lecturer bores u!

Pls refer to illustration below for reference..

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backstabbing

OMG!!!

I didn't know backstabbing is so much fun can!! stab stab stab.. stab stab.. yYEEAAHHH!!!!!!
*\^O^/*!!!

I'm not a sports person much. My definition of sports is dancing and walking around shopping/to work.

come on, I only watch football once every four years.. yes u guessed it.. during world cup lor.. but I might watch euro 2008 finals la since right that day during the quarter finals (spain n italy i think) i'm sittin nicely n happily watchin a jap drama on my earphones.. earphones ok??

well ok i left my window open but thats besides the point.. i think the whole of madrid just screamed at the same moment.. i can hear lor these crazy people screamin from dunno how many blocks away even though i'm watchin the show w my earphones.. no need watch tv also know who won..

but anyway back to my point.. I think i found a sports i rather like lor..

somemore its one of the world's most cruel sports...

niabeh kamzing thinks she likes bullfighting can!!



WAH SO EXCITING!! I.... WANNA watch aGAIN!

before the stabbing starts..

when they let the bull out at first its like super excited like that so hyper.. then it prance around charging at the stupid waving cloth.. (its colour blind la ok so red is to tipu u wan..)

nyeh nyeh nyeh.. hide behind this wall u cannot see me..!

then it prance prance prance w a few ppl irritatin it w the cloth... so the bull gets kinda tired.. then these 2 dudes on horses comes out w a spear thingy.. n.. they STAB IT ON DA BACk!!

actually i felt more pity for the damn horse than the bull..

I'M NOT MEAN LA OK? (although i like this sport i think god just noted a whole page on my evilness liao..)

hey the horse kena blind folded lor k? then sure everytime the bull come chargin (so that the guy on the horse can backstab it) the horse kena DUSH on the side.. then the bull keep raming into it.. dush dush dush!!! but got protection la ok... play safe wan these ppl.. but still ah.. imagine i farkin blind fold u then i put u in the center n shove u around wat will u think??

niabeh wat these ppl doing to mee.. weiiiii sakitnya cibai wat this stupid thingy keep banging me on the side?!?!!

horse: wat happen wat happen??

anyway bullfightin is more than just an idiot wavin the red cloth at the bull ya..

so its goes on after a while the horse ppl leave then the kelefes (sidekick ppl la..) take this... thingy i dunno wat.. then they stick it on the bull's back.. see backstab again.. oohhh..
then u see the wonderful nice bathe of crimson from the bull's back... waaahhhh ss seh..

fat bull...!

so finally after all the stab stab so they bull is weaken already from the blood loss the fighter come out.. wave wave more.. the closer the bull the more syok it is la.. wwoooo!!! hampir mampus the fighter i think lagi syok.. so anyway long long story cut short finally the fighter think he weak enuh then he take his sword thingy.... nnnnnnn sSSSSSSTTTTAAAABBBBB!!!!!

right down the neck into the heart..!

MAMPUS DIA MAMPPUUSSS!!!

kua kua kua!! mampused u see?

actually the ending quite evil la.. when the bull dushed on the floor already one of the kelefes will take a.. dagger i think.. stab stab the head.. then he like korek korek the head w the dagger.. (WTF KAM SUMMORE SAY U LIKE AH??)

tthheenn come la the ending part the bunch of ... donkeys i think come out.. hook the bull w a string to the bunch (3) donkeys then kena drag out to be.. ( i dunno la be wat.. mince meat myb? or daddy said got bull ball soup.. hahahaa) anyway end of story la..

okie tonight got bull ball soup!

*CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP!!****

happy spectator of mass murders..

It was a total of 6 rounds all together..

3 competitors each person 2 rounds.. in the start the stadium was so packed!!

their seats are like.. well.. its not seats really its liks cement stairs style if u get my drift..


oh i felt like a sardine in the canning proccess.. SO HOT LOR.. summore so tight!!

and I felt really really annoyed I almost wanted to shout at this girl behind me..

Annoying girl: Omg thats not fair..! its like 5 against 1 bull..

Assumingly the boyfriend: something something

after 5 minutes

Annoying girl: why don't they take the things out from the back?? its bleeding so much!! blabalalablablaa

OMg look at that!! so unfair thats not fair play!!

omg this omg that omg this omg that..

EH KNN!!

take wat out wat wat fair now ha?? the motive is to bloody murder the kerbau ok??

sibeh tulan she so noisy complain this complain that so much blood.. cannot tahan dun see la..

thank god she left after the 3rd or 4th round... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

anyway after like the 2 or 3rd round more n more people left I could sit like a sardine out of the can.. ahhh can cross my legs summore after that...

well if you are those who r like me w wire loose u should watch bullfightin!! ahahhaah

(i'm not the only one alright?? got this aunty sit behind me hair in bun and dress like those ah soh that will spank u if u said a bad word.. she say ITS SO FUN!)

so i'm not commiting a sin. ahhaha.

cheerio!